My goal for 2006 is to achieve my MDRT and japan supremacy award. Eversince i;ve decided to set this goal, i can hardly sleep tight. My mind was exhausted. Sometimes, i was so anxious, that i dont know which customers to see. There are so many things playing in my mind.
But at the same time, i'm determined toreach my goal. When i think of my colleague flying to japan without me, the feeling was horrible. So, imust push myself to do it. I cannot be lazy anymore. If i achieve my goal, then next year, i can have plenty if time to relax and travelling.
My symptom was so bad that most of the food i ate recently is tasteless. I got no mood when i go to mng or zara boutique. haha....the only thing in my mind is to achoeve my goal.
After achieveing my goal, i'll work towards my dream.
I will have no regrets if at the end i dint achieve my goal because i've tried my best.
kambade.....wish me luck!